hi friends. today is wednesday. this is the first wednesday in five years that i did not have clinical supervision, did not get my coffee at south st cafe, and did not wake up in bennington, vt. so things here are different. i have found a pretty cool coffee spot that also sells home made bread. i dont know the people there though and so it feels like i am just visiting. in fact everything feels like i am just visiting. i guess this is what being new somewhere is all about. i am adjusting or trying to. mostly i am just floating around this new space, oddly aware of it not being my old space, and trying to be grateful for having such a beautiful and tranquil place to now call home. i am very clearly in some sort of inbetween time. not working yet and just sort of unpacking and setting up the stage for the new play that will be my life here--it all feels very surreal.
i do better writing at night, so i think i'll check back in then. right now i just feel sort of blank. hoping that changes soon. not used to ever feeling that way...xxk
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